No Time!

To be sincere, I would really like to update my blog, but i gt no time at all!!!
feel tired after come back from work..really exhausted!
i hav kept a draft for almost a week...
i gt no time to cont for the draft =(
jus make it short and simple, i attended a gathering with my primary schmate..
10 years, we do not meet up wit each others for almost 10 years ..
such a surprise tat they still able to shout out my name when the first time they look at me ..
i asked them, do u still remember me?!
they answered, sure i remember u, 李子权啦!..haha
btw, we gt a good good and long long chat for almost 3 hours (out of my expectation=P)
we re-flashing bck to our primary's memory, wat a funny little boys n girls!
i miss my childhood, but i even enjoy my current life more! =)
p/s: cheers cheers up for those who are facing some problems in their life, no matter in career, love or studies, always remember ntg is impossible, BE HAPPY!

Tiring but Enjoyable..

what a tiring day and night...
bundles of works ready for me when i reach office early in the morning..
brand new challenge are waiting for me when i reach office early in the morning..
plenty of questions and puzzle are waiting for me everyday..
lifestyle is totally diff compared with my studies life at INTI n UK...
again, its a brand new try for me, lee tze chien..
appreciate and try ur best in every single second and minutes,
it might be one of the key that make us success in future!

PS男

放工回来，坐在舒服的沙发，怀念过去无聊呆在家坐在沙发看戏的日子。。
繁忙压力的工作，完全没有时间的，终于回到家，坐在沙发上，舒服！
无意中的，看着电视，PS男，偶像剧。。
同样的，偶像剧通常都会出现两个有钱帅哥，然后一定会有个可怜又美丽的女主角。。
同样的，PS男这偶像剧大纲也是出现了大概的剧情。。（虽然我只看了一集=P）
在这偶像剧深深吸引我的地方是，他们竟然把“幼稚园”这个想法放进了整个偶像剧的剧情。。
偶像剧中的三角恋已不是我专注的焦点了，反而是“幼稚园”！
从小的我，有个梦想，一直想搞一个属于自己的“幼稚园"（现在的我才发现原来不只我一个人想搞幼稚园=P)
简单的课室，操场，千秋，一群无知的小朋友，等等。。
仿佛把我小时候幼稚园的回忆都放进所谓的“梦想”。。
看着小朋友们从零开始，一直到认识新朋友-> 一二三，ABC,...
随着科技的进步，市场的需求，现在的幼稚园已不再像以前简简单单寸普小朋友的聚集地。。
好吧，现在就开始努力的创一番事业，以后如果有机会，一定会开一间属于自己的幼稚园 =）
在这偶像剧另外一个吸引我的地方是他的片尾曲，“我们没有在一起”。。
好听！真的很好听！动人的歌词，有意思。。
留意歌词，仿佛说穿了很多听众的心情，心声。。
PS男，希望有时间好好的欣赏着部偶像剧，推荐！ =）

GCB

After came back from UK for a week, i have started my very first job in Malaysia, GCB. GCB known as Golden Corrugated Box (M) Sdn Bhd, it was established on 9th September 2000, mainly in producing corrugated carton box to fulfill market needs and requirement. i was assigned as "material controller" in GCB. My duties and responsibilities in this position is to make sure that there are sufficient material provided to the whole organization in order to come out with best quality output or product. Try to bargain and negotiate the prices, try to reach 'min expenses, max profit'! It is a brand new challenge for me! For sure i will do my best in this position, and i promise to myself, i gonna reach my target in 10 years time! Thou it is a tough challenge for me, really tough in the beginning, but i am telling myself while i am looking at those successful people (as my role model), who holding a CEO position when they are on the ages of 30++, 40++ years old with rm40K++ monthly salary, luxury car and driver provided by company. This is what i aim for in the coming 10 years! I am here to thanks my dad. He is the one who give me the chance, he is the one who teach me everything in business field, he is the one who provide me all this opportunity, and he is also the one who maintain this business from the beginning until now, from 0 until today! Without him, i would not have the chance to study oversea, living in comfort place, and get in touch with all 'top management' people in this competitive market. I get to know how fierce and how challenging in todays market. Everyone was doing their very 'best' in order to survive. When i looks at my dad n mum, i realised that their white hair, their wrinkles, and their worries have obviously increased and growing up. By that time, i am telling to myself, is time for me to taking care of them! I am here, with a very sincere heart, would like to say thank you to my dad n mum, they spend their time n effort on me along the years. I really hope that i can get use on everything so they can slowly let on some of the job on their hand and relax themself by doing something which they are really prefering to.Ophss, is time for me to sleep now, gonna wake up early tomorrow for work. Tomorrow will be a brand new day and a brand new challenge! =)I am here to wish those who are working in either UK or m'sia, ALL THE BEST, wish all of you going well in everything, take care!

家

回到家了，我终于都回到家了！回到家，一切都没变。。
房间的摆设，味道，感觉，回忆，完完全全的保留着！
突然间，把以前我们的回忆一点一滴的在我脑海播放了起来。。
看见‘小黑’，我们的合照，点点滴滴的回忆，好想哭！！
就那么巧，你打来的时候是我接电话。。
听见你的声音，整个人定了下来，仿佛让你知道，我平安到家了！
从bristol坐巴士到london的路上，从窗外看出外面的风景，
英国优美的风景，一片一片长满绿色的大草原，站满了雄壮的马与牛，
一切都在我眼里飘过，仿佛告诉我，是时候离开了。。
看见这一切，充满了我们之间的回忆，我们在英国的点点滴滴。。
上飞机前，尽然让我遇见了你，不知道应该说这是巧合或最后的缘分，我遇见了你！
那次的见面，也许就好像歌词里描写的‘说了再见才发现在也见不到’！
很高兴在我踏上飞机前短短2个小时，竟然遇上了你。。真的很高兴！
我们大聊了个小时，仿佛把我们几乎3年的爱情故事做了一个终结，句号。
也许是初恋吧，临走前，我总是放心不了，我们一起踏上英国这块土地，可是我却是先离开的哪一位！
这次的离别，我们几何才有机会再见面？一年，两年，三年。。？
飞机起飞前，再次收到你传来的短讯，我们之间的回忆，在飞机起飞后一切就结束了！
结束了我们的一切！为什么？为什么？我真的很后悔。。
今天睡醒，张开眼睛，第一个想到的就是你。。
昨天喝醉的我，第一个想到的也是你，脑海满满的都是你的影子。。
想要留在我身边照顾我的人是你！
可是这一切都来不及了，我想要的这一切都不在属于我。。
你，在也不是属于我专属的天使。。
我，只好祝福你们，希望你能过得幸福，快乐！

原来

原来单身的感觉是这样的。。
原来没有了你的日子是这样的。。
原来没了你，我的日子还是得一样的过。。
原来这是人生必经过的。。
原来每个人都有他们各自的‘故事’。。
原来每个人都有他们自己的目标，未来。。
在这两个礼拜，我看来了很多东西，体会了很多，
一个人走在街上，看的特别远，仔细，原来bristol还有那么多的地方是我没踩过的！
多两天，两天我就要离开这里了。。
心里的感觉只能用两个字来形容，‘复杂’。。
离开家接近一年的我，竟然没有感到特别的兴奋。。
也许，我真的有一点不舍得。。
不舍得这里的点点滴滴。。
让我人生成长许多的地方。。
看着你照片的我，突然间感到很陌生。。
这感觉真的很恐怖，就好像最熟悉的陌生人。。
你脸上的熟悉微笑几乎慢慢的在我记忆里消失。。
为什么你就不能答应我，在我踏出英国之前出来见个面。。
就只是简简单单的一顿饭，纯粹普通朋友的关心。。

突然好想你

星期二，今天我放假了，一整天无所事事的呆在家，没有想出门的念头。。
很怕安静的我，想起了很多东西，想起了以前的我们，突然好想你。
有好几天没联络的我们，就连一点你的消息都没有，为什么你连我唯一能接触到你的通道都给拦着了
看着你们的幸福，我却默默地感到心痛，流泪。。
我真的好累，好想找个人依靠，痛快地哭！！
一直对自己说要坚强的我，整么做不到？！有时候我真的很恨我自己。。
恨为什么要想太多，就像sinmei所说的，所有的事情包括爱情，就只有是或不是，要或不要
就不要把事情看得那么的严重，可是我也是人，我真的需要一点时间来平复这一切。。
我每天都说服我自己说，人要看开点，这是人生中比经过的阶段，人总是要成长的
可是，每一天的我却还是忘不了我们一朝一夕的过去，真的好难过！
我心里的一切有谁能了解？朋友能做到的就只是叫我看开点，不要想太多了，回到马来西亚一切都回过去
我真的尝试把它给忘了，可是我真的做不到，我真的不想再过这样的生活，我好累，好累。。