THE END

Today, 31/12/2010, the last day of 2010..
the last post of the year..
special thanks to blogspot, who accom me all the time..
who allowed me to explore my very own feeling..
sometime i feel like LIFE is passing me by, no slowly either..
i completed my degree, have been work for almost 4 months..
i passed through bundles of obstacles, thou, i learned from the process and mistake..


thank you all my friends and family who supported me all the way..
who provide me advise when i loss my way..
who cheers me up when i was down..
who share the joys when i was great..
who lend me a hand when i was needed..
by taking this opportunity, i would like to say a million thanks to all of them..
and of couse a very sorry to those people that i hurt n did wrong..
Evan Lee will no longer in today's world, without all of you.. =)


another fresh year is coming..
i am here to greet you guys..
A VERY FORTUNE AND PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR in advance..
strive for your targets and goals in the brand new year..
forget about the passed, moving towards the future..
learnt from the mistake, and making the different!



-ENDLESS ROAD, MOVING TOWARDS FUTURE-


祝：
新年快乐


=）

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CURRENT

current time,7.00pm
most staff was leave, i am here alone in the office..
i am sitting in front of my computer, keep thinking and thinking..
i have been worked for 3 month since i "officially" graduated..
i starting to feel nervous and stress..


this kind of feeling do not even appear during my studies life..
the feeling is totally diff with wat we faced before our final exam..
the feeling and pressure are x100 more than..
maybe because this is a family business, i scared i cant do as good as my father did.. (salute to him!)


it's not as simple as i think before i step into this company..
in terms of manage a company well, we need to spend a long time period..
the suffest period was the time where we spend to develop our business further..
this make me reflash back my memories in adventure club during my college life..
we faced problems, we solved problems, and finally we did..
how wish i can share all the problems with her now..
the same situation happened in real life,called social..


"keep it up" is the words where i always remind to myself..
dun even defeat by current situation..
time can prove everything..
please give me sometime..
i will do my best!


o ya, i am planning to apply for insurance agency as my another fulltime job..
everythin is on the plan now..
hopefully will get my cert before the brand new year..



=)

它

它陪我度过了 喜 怒 哀 乐



merry xmas !

人生

人生总要经过几个阶段，在我们每踏出每一个阶段的同时，我们得要做出一个决定。
我们每做出的决定都很可能会影响我们未来的每一步，
当然所以，每当我们要做任何决择或决定时，第一个要想的肯定就是我们的前途，然后就是家人，在来可能就是朋友或亲戚。
可能有时候，每当做一个决择时，我们会觉得很矛盾，这是正常的，因为我们都是人类的一分子。
凡是人都会有矛盾的一时。想清楚，勇敢的做出你的决定，踏出勇敢的一步，所有的烦恼矛盾就会自然的消失。



加油！

PANASONICTOTOPCOM

We are moving towards 2M ppls, keep it up! =)
We committed to serve you the best, with top quality product!
5 years time for myself, go ahead EVAN LEE TZE CHIEN!




p/s: happy birthday to my dearest bro, Mr Gordon Tok!
may all ur dreams come true, good good business in hypeaddict!
looks forward to our bright future!

我可以

我想我可以一个人生活。。
是的，我是可以的。。
谢谢你的放弃，让我享受我现在单身的生活。。
我很享受现在忙绿工作，与朋友家人度过的每一天。。



其实我很早就看到你部落格留言
你在部落格很浩气的对大家说是我提醒了你有他的存在
你说，其实我根本不知道这一切是不会发生的，是不可能的



但，不晓得你还记不记得你曾在毕业教堂前跟我说了一句话
还记得当时的我很激动的问了你，如果我现在不保握机会争取回这段感情，在未来我不在的一个月，你会和他复合吗？
当时的你回答了：“我不会排除这可能性”
你还记得吗？



今天看到了你和他亲密的照片
让我知道，我选择放弃,彼此不联络是对的
虽然照片违反了你对我说关于他的一些，但眼前的就是事实
我也很坦白的对你说，当我看到照片时，我的心是酸痛的
我哭了（我不知道为什么我哭了）
可是，我也很肯定的对你说这将会是最后一次的酸和痛
当然也是我最后一起为你的哭泣



我很感谢你部落格的留言
让我看到了你的心情，心声，你一路以来对我的看法
谢谢
我也很坦白的对你说，对大家说
因为我觉得尽然做了，也没有必要欺骗彼此或任何关心你的人
我的确欺骗了你半年，欺骗了一位伟大母亲的女儿
可能在你眼里，到这一刻你还是觉得我还是在欺骗隐瞒着你
可能你甚至觉得我写的这一切都是为了在掩护和解释我所有的过错



可是，你知不知道当我在第二次回到英国时
我抱了很大的希望，希望有机会和你复合的可能性
因为我知道我曾今欺骗了一位伟大母亲的女儿
那种感觉真的不好受
所以这次的回去让我真的很珍惜我眼前的一切
我对我自己说，我一定会在未来好好地珍惜对待她
弥补我以前所有邪恶的谎言，过错



我今天所写的一切不是为了要求你原谅我或为我自己平反些什么公道的
只是希望你能了解我这一刻的心情
其实我鼓起了很大的勇气才决定把它传上
因为我一直都很害怕你会误以为我借着机会来平反我以前的过错



无论如何，谢谢你的放弃
让我懂得什么叫爱，懂得珍惜彼此是为了让爱情旅途跑的更长远
最重要的是让我懂得如何珍惜我未来的另一半
享受现在一个人的生活
=)

CONGRATULATION =)

I'm here very purely and sincerely congrate to my dear friend pik har deliver her second cute son, and my dearest bro mr Lee chin heng on his coming married wedding! I'm so glad and happy to know that good news! We, cempakans gang r ready to b ur brother during ur wedding dinner!! =)

MAMA

Hopes she ll b alrite..
Thanks god, she hav been released from her 8 years pain..
Finally, this ll b the ending..
My heart was crying when look at her pain..
Hopes she ll b okie forever n ever..
No more pain..
She ll b our superwomen, who taking care of 4 childrens, one of the main support to her husband's business, etc etc...
We need her very much...